A couple thoughts...
1. Knowing what you had and knowing the moment you lose it is worse than the proverbial "you don't know what you've got till it's gone."
2. I can learn to be happy in any situation if I try hard enough.
3. This whole "49 days till Graduation" is scaring the shit out of me. Pretending to be excited is hard, yo. I'm hoping I'll believe my excitement one day.
4. If a friendship is worth it, you'll give up almost anything.
5. This need to be in Europe is not a phase. I'm not going to grow out of it, it's not going to go away. I will make it happen. I'm nervous and anxious and I know people will tell me no...but I can and will make this happen for myself.